Has anyone questioned their decisions in life? Then only to realize, The Impossible, can happen? Just as the country song says........."I've never learned to underestimate the impossible".
In my life time I have dealt with a great deal of the "Impossible's". Luckily, they have all turned out in the positive nature thus far :smile. The first "Impossible" I encountered was when I lost Q14's twin. I'm still here, more cynical, but here, more importantly so is Q14.
Another "Impossible" in my life is Little Ms. Princess. I was told after the medical pitfalls in Q14 and twins birth, I'd never have another child...........hey THANK YOU.............10 years later..........that little stick turned pink'er than shit when in dead of July Summer heat wave in Texas/aka hell of all places, I swore I had the flu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah right, 8 months later, *note she was early* of this Texas flu we were blessed with Ms. Prissy Sassy Bitchy darlin' whom we call our daughter........
Let me entice you to my house right? :lol
Outside of that, have any of you been in a place where the "Impossible" seems to rear it's head YET again in your life? Where you think...............SHIT NOW? WHY?????????
The "Impossible" doesn't seem so far off and yet no matter how much your mind wants to ward it off, your heart embrasses it, then low and behold you are questioned about it....................:wtf
There are a lot of things about me that come under question..........my mind, my heart, my thoughts, my beliefs are not on that list!!!! Yet, people still do this, out of stupidity mostly, but the one's who are important, to protect rather it be them or protect me. The verdict is still out on that call :smile
I'm not angry, I"m more confused and why I"m posting this I have no idea.........because all of you are scratching your head stating MAN SHE NEEDS MEDICATION SHE DOESN'T HAVE..............I know what I mean.......and the one in question knows whom they are..............for them I'll state........it isn't a phase.......it isn't a :wtf it is what it is.........reality..........scary huh? :lol
Dr. D darlin' for you I"ll try and suffer through scenery and obtain you a photo of the bluebonnets, which I refer to weeds with blooms........:smile. I use to have a photo before I reformatted the bitchy computer. So keep watching for your photo!!!
Anyways, late here, have kids whom aren't my own to yet put to bed.....GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.........I'm not that maturnal!!!!!!!! Sleep well all....and excuse my ramblings........NITE
I YELL BECAUSE I CARE
The impossible... my whole life seems (looking back to the youthful me) to be impossible... I was 3rd of 4 children (5 really, but the one before me died of SIDS)... my parents both had not finished high school... so for me to finish highschool, go on to Nursing School... work 15 years in Nursing... and be married to a smart, good-looking, loving man. Have 3 adorable boys... be able to be a stay at home mom --- it is so not what I expected. I had low expectations but hopes and dreams. One can live on hopes and dreams, sometimes they are achievable.
Ok, bluebonnets are nice flowers. Call 'em what you want but they are still very pretty. I wish they would last longer. And yes, the news centers interviewing the inbred, cornfed toothless bride of her first cousin is an embarassment to all of Texas. At least, they could expand their narrow vocabulary to more than the only 100 words they know.And when the men are interviewed, they could at least put on a shirt and pull back their straangy hair. There are some nasty people out there.
When the "Impossible" shows up at your doorstep, just remember it comes to visit you to remind you that you need to be stronger. And then you give it all you've got and kick its little arse.
I think there are times that we all question our decisions in life Jamie. I wonder where I would be today if I had/had not........
I am sorry to hear of the loss of Q14's twin. It seems you have managed to get over that loss, good for you. Take comfort if the fact that you still have Q14 and Miss Prissy.
Seems I have stirred up feelings with these blue bonnets.
The first sentence of this post has me thinking, I just may have some thoughts about this at 'home'...we shall see.