In both of these attributes I have failed on a daily basis, however, with my children, I expect them to be better than I ever was and am now.
Yet, maybe it is my insecurities in life, that I'm finding family has become, more supporative than whom I call friends.
We all in some form or another live a different lifestyle....rather it be beliefs, religion, forms of discipline with our children, or lifestyles. Does that make any of us wrong ????????????? NO Does that make us any less FRIENDS and/or FAMILY? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What about this makes us DIFFERENT???? Yet, because we are different does that mean we can't love another person for whatever reason??? I don't think so.......tho shall not judge!!! I really try to live by that rule and on the majroity I fail when it comes to that rule.
My feelings get hurt, I feel betrayed or not trusted, I feel like I'm replaceable.......those are my own personal feelings on situations I've lived in my life because in each of those cases I have been proven right.
When, please anyone tell me WHEN, will this change??? When I stop believeing in man kind??? If I stop doing that then I damage my children whom I am trying to raise to love EVERYONE AS THEY ARE ~ yet how do I protect my children if the same people to include family and friends hurt me so deeply that I begin questioning WHY???
Does anyone have an answer???? I'd love to hear it if you do!!!
NITE
Jamie
