You are talking about what you need in a way that is more detached from your emotions than is typical for you. This newfound ability can be helpful as you struggle to deal with your most intimate relationships. Even surprises are not a surprise now. You have become accustomed to expecting the unexpected. Your truth, as it reaches the surface, may also be a surprise. Whatever it is, get it out into the open.
gee, and what if I don't feel like dealing with things or getting them into the open? :lol
ok, i promise, a real update coming soon!!
