OK..she not only passed it she did an AWESOME job on it *s*
I knew you could do it babe..(can I say I told you so now? *g*)
interesting to me: June 2002 Archives
Blue Wolf is taking her test, well right now as I type this... *s*
She was up studying in the wee hours of the morning..and stressing out over it..
and I just wanted her to know (as if she wouldn't *s*) that I'm thinking of her and pulling for her ;-)
good luck baby..I know you'll do great..
Well as you can see I'm back..
I want to take a moment to thank EVERYONE for their support, be it public or private..it really helped allot more than you probably realize, and for most of you taking time to comfort a virtual stranger..well it really means allot to me...
the service was lovely, all of her children were able to be there, as were most of her grandkids and great-grandkids..(I found out she currently has 25 grandkids and 31 great-grandkids) I don't think the chapel where they had it had ever seen anything quite like it.
She has one sister left alive, who after the service when everyone around was saying stuff like 'shes in a better place now, shes not hurting anymore' etc..
said "yes, but we don't have her here with us anymore"...I lost it..I know all the other stuff is true also..and she will always live on in our hearts..but shes not HERE physically with us anymore..and never will be again...*sighs* that thought will take some getting used to...
in other news..as you can see I got the new design done..its amazing how coding can occupy your mind (takeover is more like it!)
if you want to see "the" image..its on the main page Here (opens in new window) not completely sure what to do with the rest of the site yet but at least the layouts done..and I'm actually a bit impressed with myself on what I learned to do.
*these links will open in a new window*
This http://www.w3schools.com/css/default.asp is an great site for learning to do your own style sheets
and this http://adashimar.hypermart.net/ssi.htm really helped allot in me getting that pesky SSI figured out!
This is going to be a short one..
I got the call tonight..the aneurysm on her aorta burst this morning..she held on this evening when she passed on..
heaven called one of its angels home..
Since my darling has gone off on a posting frenzy she seems to think I need to update..so now that her guilt trip is working here I sit wondering what the hell am I gonna write about? (*g* love ya babe)
bad news first..Grandma is back in the hospital due to her being unable to eat. they were correct in her only having one aneurysm, but it is still getting bigger and the reason they thought it was 2 was its between her heart and stomach (where exactly it is I'm not sure)
I'm sure most of you are sick yourselves of hearing about this..but, its my blog, *s*
In unrelated news, I found THE image..of course now I have to change the whole layout I had in mind but I know it will be worth it *s*
only 2 more weeks to go...*BFG*
I don't know what is going on around the net here lately but it seems I'm not the only one suffering from lack of sleep. Sleeping only 4-5 hours a day makes it very hard to stay awake at night..however when I get home in the morning I'm wide awake and then up by 3 most afternoons..its just at night when the world is dark and still, you wish you could just lay down and drift off..but paperwork beckons *sigh* I'll be so glad when we get this new system done...
not that I'll get any more sleep then but at least I won't feel so stressed at work.
I miss my boys..I want this BS over with..I want to go 'home'
*deep sighs*
