That's my life: March 2004 Archives

after sorting through everything I own, throwing most of it out, and realizing I still have TO MUCH CRAP...packing the van, moving stuff over to the ex's to keep till next weekend when I come back to pick it up...and lets not forget the drive :errrr
I finally made it to Florida Friday evening :banana
now granted, I have not made it to my uncles house yet :rofl am still here hanging out with my friends RanRan and Whtetigr who have been kind enough to put up with me again...even if giving me a bad time about certain issues :flames
we all went out last night, had a blast, drank way to much, and I know I for one had an awesome time, and hope they did also...:kisses I've missed my friends so much, even though it seems like I was here more than there lately :lol

looked at an apt. yesterday...very reasonable, clean, etc...and goddess knows I would much rather stay here than in PSL, however (yes, you all know I can brain fuck anything to death) while I'm reasonably sure I can get a job here in less than a week, that whole 'what if' factor weighs heavy on my mind....:uhoh3
so the plan is to look around tomorrow for a job before heading down there...mind you that can change on a moments notice...:biglaugha

OK, sorry about the pity party last night folks, but trust me, I earned it...several people know why, those that don't, well...you probably don't want to :lol
suffice it to say that I spent most of yesterday wallowing in the past, had a drink or two, and now am moving on to the business of moving :rofl

and my friend Lois Lane now has a blog...rather plain looking because a certain web-hostess hasn't had time to decorate over there yet, but go check her out at The Daily Planet

*side note* Gina, yes you did...

I wish I could do this in person to everyone who's been there for me through all of this, but since I can't...I'll just have to settle for a virtual :kissy
thank you ALL!!

just crawl under a rock and hide from the world for a while?
could someone explain to me why people say one thing, then do another?
make promises, then change their mind about them?
and it seems friends turn away whenever you need them most?

don't get me wrong, I have many good memories...those will see me through I'm certain...
I just have to find my way through the pain...

well, looks like I've been gone long enough for my page to disappear!! :scared

things have been very busy here since I last posted, as most know I went to court Friday, the judge deferred the decision until he could talk to the boys "when they get back from FL with their mother" :banana
so they go talk to him tomorrow, to say I'm a basket case is putting it mildly...we did have a great time though, I took them around Jacksonville, went down to Port Saint Lucie to visit my uncle, went to the beach...(my sis and I got totally sunburned!) took tons of pics which I will post when I get time :rofl and the boys can't stop talking about how much they want to go back!! :happydance

fixed a computer for my uncle, tried to fix Whtetigr's but didn't have the stuff with me to do it (on it's way gal, don't panic!) during which time my sis managed to get lost with 2 of my kids :shakehead which put us a bit behind schedule but we still rolled into town early this morning....in time for me to get some sleep and go to work tonight :cry can't wait to see what kinds of problems I need to fix this time :throwcomp

on a final note, driving for 17+ hours in a van with everyone asleep, gives one entirely to much time to think...I need to quit that shit!! :angdev

not much to put here again this time, Saturday went well and I have an interview set up for Tues. morning *crossing fingers, toes and anything else that may help*
been in sort of a 'mood' lately...those close to me know what I mean...:rofl (and have commented on it at great length I'm afraid :uhoh3) ...when i get this way I tend to play a lot of music...it just seems this song fits me perfectly right now...

Something to think about! *link opens in new window of course*
please view and sign if you haven't already :kisses

it really is never my intention to go so long without posting something, but when my priorities are 'kids, work, life, blog' sometimes it happens :smile

a few brief updates, everything so far seems to be on track with my move, and I'll continue to cross my legs hoping it stays that way :rofl

my boss, bless her heart, is freaking out over all of this...and is afraid I won't return after this week :lol (yes, I'm back down here for an interview :banana) to which I assured her I would be, since I have an upcoming court date! (the fun just never stops, does it?) :shakehead

well, there you have it, all the news that's fit to print :wink for reasons that I'm sure most of you know :lol