That's my life: June 2004 Archives

and I still don't have everything done I need to do!!
oh well...it will either get done or it won't...not much use in stressing myself out any more than I am already...
I'm finally coming to terms with Sat. night...as my friends have said, we've all been there, and lord knows I'm really being harder on myself about most of it than they are :kisses

although, today I was told something that really kind of threw me for a loop :brick not that I wasn't somewhat aware of it, but still, to have it put out there like that was rather shocking :errrr

not much else going on right now...same shit different day...working to much...but have to give major thanks to my girl for the awesome dinner tonight :notworthy I can still barely move! :biggrin and yes folks, she even managed to drag my ass into a mall (those who know me know how impossible that task really is!)

so going to finish doing what I'm doing :angdev...and head to bed...:snore
sweet dreams everyone

:gmorning
or last one for me for a while...
yesterday, my gal Ran gave me a housewarming party(thank you chica :1luvu...Whtetigr cooked for us...which, trust me, is a VERY good thing!! (you rock gal :kisses)...and although a few people who were supposed to be here bailed on us,:angry we still had a pretty awesome time (best as I can recall anyway :rofl)
speaking of recalling, I recall doing a few things last night that were COMPLETELY out of character for me...and seriously hope I didn't make to big of a fool of myself...though I'm pretty sure i did :blush
I also recall, that even though Ran and Whtetigr are two of my best friends in the entire world, and I love them to death, would walk over hot coals, take a bullet, and kick anyones ass that messed with them...I'm so going to KILL THEM!! And they so know the reason why!!! :let_it_all_out

so anyway, back to the topic at hand...after we ate and drank a bit to much (or was that only me? :lol) we hit the club...where someone was buying my drinks for me (thank you Ran and Beth) and at one point I had 3 sitting in front of me with Ran telling me to get busy and drink up...and of course during this whole time I had to make a fool of myself on the dance floor...hopefully the 6 weeks my kids are here will erase that from everyones memory :drunk (one can hope anyway! :biglaugha )

but seriously, thanks to all you guys...someone asked me the other day why I choose to live in Jax...I was so reminded of that reason why last night...I have the most awesome friends a girl could ask for here...I always know someones got my back...and I thank the god and goddess every day for bringing them into my life...I love you guys :hug :kissy :hug :kissy :hug :kissy

OK, enough mushy stuff...I've got a house to clean :scared

you're tired when, after getting to bed at a fairly decent hour (for you anyway) you wake up at 5:00am, realizing you forgot to turn on the alarm :scared

is this thing on?
well, life, as I know it, has been going pretty damn good...Ran, Whtetigr and I went to Lesbo a go go last Friday, where we met up with my friend that did end up getting her work done enough to come down :kisses

its been steadily stressing me out more and more since then however...between all the stuff i need to do to get ready for the trip...learning all the new stuff on my job...and finding out my kids are at my sisters tonight and will be at my moms tomorrow (long story, don't ask! lets just say I found out in an IM tonight and I'm not happy)
thank the goddess for ms clarol. or i would be looking twice my age right now...

don't feel like posting anymore...maybe tomorrow will be better...

well, OK, maybe :lol

so lets see, what's been going on
we had a BLAST Sat. night!! The show was great, we even got Tara up there in drag (chick made almost 50.00! :rofl)
I even got up and danced a couple times without being drug onto the floor (don't faint anyone, especially since my dancing leaves allot to be desired!)

Sunday we went out to Tara's to pick up some stuff for Ran, and ended up leaving with a whole van-load of stuff...which is still there waiting to be unloaded...
Tuesday we went to dinner with Tara and Greta (the we would be Ran and I of course!) and then a friend of mine drove up to meet me :banana
and is SUPPOSED to be coming back up this weekend...if she ever gets her work done :shakehead
yesterday I took my friend Mick out to dinner to thank him for giving up his day off, driving to Yulee, and helping me get my bed...we went to the Casbah (yummy!!) then I came home and died for about 10 hours!
went to work, afterward went and switched my cell phone over (finally) and then came home!
ok...that may be more than you needed to know...:biggrin but if anyone did have the old number and did not get an email or call from me...the links to the right will help you get ahold of me to get the new digits :biglaugha

well, my little gurl that I'm joined at the hip with (everyone :wavey to Ranran) told me since we left the club early and I came home that I had to post!
love her to death :remybussi ...but dang she can be so demanding!! :rofl
what i really need to do is get busy editing pictures that I've taken since I've been here and get them put up, and after this Sat. we should have a ton more (T just got 3 more rolls of film, look out you guys!! I've just got to learn to duck sooner so they don't get me again)

so yes, we're all going out Saturday night...will be the last time we can all get together probably before Tara leaves town :cry, I know Ran and I are planning on closing the place down and hitting the waffle house afterward (and most likely dragging everyone with us if we have our way!!) I am so looking forward to it...finally got my stuff all moved, things are looking great at my job, my debts will be paid off soon, everything is starting to come together finally and I'm not feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders quite as much (damn, I did only have one drink tonight, whats with all the philosophical bullshit?)

maybe I just need to go to :sleeping and I'll feel more like me in the morning (as opposed to feeling someone else, which I'd much rather be doing dammit! :angdev)

OK, as I was informed today, there are allot of things going on in my life right now and dammit I need to post!! (happy now Ranran?)

first off, yes, I have a great job, doing what I love to do (play with numbers) and was called into my bosses office today only to be told what good things the other departments were saying about me in regards to work I had done for them :biggrin nice to hear people are talking about you behind your back in a GOOD way!!

secondly, I have my own place!! yes, this post is made on my very own computer which I have missed SO MUCH!!! most of my weekend was spent moving stuff out of Whtetigr and Ran's place, with Saturday being spent moving furniture from Tara's to Whtetigr's and my places...and guys I SO appreciate the help!! you both rock!! (sorry you both were injured though :cry )
so all my stuff is now in my house, still in boxes, but in my house...hell, I'm not going anywhere for a while (yes, I'm NEVER moving again!!) so I have plenty of time to find places for everything :rofl

as for the love life or lack of it :lol, there is still nothing to tell...several people I'm talking to/hanging out with/dating, or whatever you want to call it, nothing serious and tyvm thats the way I like it!! :tounge

oh, and for those concerned, the foot is doing much better, swelling is going down, just the knot on the side of my foot and some bruising left now...just still hurts like hell to walk on it :shakehead